YO ESCRIBO I WRITE

Estoy hablando puras weas, escribiendo texto incoherentes, sin contextos, fuera de foco y con poco nexos, cero gramatica, cero entendimiento, pero es que me cansé de que todo tenga que ser perfecto, mejor que sea una corriente de conciencia libre libre como el viento porque asi son los pensamientos. Escribo porque escribo, porque quiero escribir, porque me gusta teclear, porque me gusta escuchar mentalmente mi voz leer lo que aparece en la pantalla del ordenador y me escucho, escucho mi mente sin sentido que escribe sin nexos se salta comas y le importa un bledo. Por eso escribo porque cuando escribo me escucho a mi misma y respiro. todo lo demás desaparece, sólo soy yo el centro del universo y mi voz finalmente es duaña del cosmos, mi cosmos, mi vida mi todo. Palabras muchas palabras que no se las lleva el viento y que quedan plasmadas en algo más que pensamientos, por eso escribo porque me siento viva y libre y lo demás no me importa. Sólo yo existo y que si lo hago in english? What the hell? I like to write in english because somethings are ment to be said on that language, anyways I write 'cause when I do it I'm everything I want to be and I'm supposed to be. The owner of my unvierse, my world, my life. I am God, but I'm not 'cause God really is God and I'm just a tiny spot on a huge perfect painting, but at least I'm there, not filling the space with air, but using the air to fill the space, using my words to create a play.

Eso pienso. I think some things without being really thinking 'cause I'm finally listening.

wait-ress

I'm not going to college. I just decided it. Not because I can't. The reason it's quite simple. I'm not going to waste four years of my life studying something that makes my parents happy, but makes me miserable. So, i'm not going to study until I find something that's worth it, until that moment arrives I'll be waiting. It won't be in vain. Patience is everything. Patience is gold. The one who waits reaches its goals.

Besides, while I wait, I can always be the waitress waiting to become famous.

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I feel stuck. There's a huge wall in front of me. My feet stumbles and I feel like falling. However I'm falling slowly and I can take a look at everything around me as I go down. What's going on with me? Why can't I go back to be the girl I used to be?

rule my world

Only someone who is morally
Superior can possibly
Can honestly deserve
To rule my world

A truth

Indeed, when we plant a seed, in order to make it grow and succeed, we must work the land hardly, so we can actually feel how the ground is suffering. Because in order to gain and obtain something we must conquer our fears and defeat our pain. Be the own owners and builders of our destiny. Therefore, our seed becomes the highest and strongest tree where all the birds can go and put their nests. This knowledge is a precious teaching about our faith and sacrifice during life. The fact of falling and get back on your feet, the ability to stand up and accomplish something much important, filling our mind with wisdom in order to reach a goal at any moment, is nothing more than preparing our land for something greater… the magnificence of our soul.

-->This is part of my 4th book :) it makes me so happy. I love writting. It completes me.

I WANT a dog

I don't want just a dog. I want this one:


Because it's sooo cute and sweet, it makes me want to hold it forever :)



Can anybody find me a dog like that? Please!!

HAPPINESS

How would you define happiness? as an eternal moment in your memory, something you don't have and are willing to find? For me, is something I create everyday. People is always willing to endure anything just to get a little bit of happiness, when the truth is you don't need to get it, it's already there. If you open your eyes you'll see it even in the smallest things.
I feel happy everyday, when I hold a book in my hands, when I write and make my own books, when I listen music, when I eat, when my family is around me, when I open my eyes and I realize i'm alive...

Life is great if you concentrate on the bright side of things. if you make your day great, if your attitude is positive.

And it doesn't matter if you have money or not or if you're not old enough to do something that makes you happy, for example I wanted to publish a book so much, but i've always felt i'm too young... so I wrote my own book and then i published it thanks to my brother's computer and printer. Then I designed its cover and the final result is this:








Anyway, I like to make things happen. I don't like to sit and wait for a miracle, when I can do things by myself. I believe that's why God gave us life in the first place. To make things, to create our happiness. Happiness is always a search if you're looking for it.
Remember, happiness is always there, you just have to make it happen, and look right in front of you, face it and welcome it. And ask it to come inside into your life.