HAPPINESS

How would you define happiness? as an eternal moment in your memory, something you don't have and are willing to find? For me, is something I create everyday. People is always willing to endure anything just to get a little bit of happiness, when the truth is you don't need to get it, it's already there. If you open your eyes you'll see it even in the smallest things.
I feel happy everyday, when I hold a book in my hands, when I write and make my own books, when I listen music, when I eat, when my family is around me, when I open my eyes and I realize i'm alive...

Life is great if you concentrate on the bright side of things. if you make your day great, if your attitude is positive.

And it doesn't matter if you have money or not or if you're not old enough to do something that makes you happy, for example I wanted to publish a book so much, but i've always felt i'm too young... so I wrote my own book and then i published it thanks to my brother's computer and printer. Then I designed its cover and the final result is this:








Anyway, I like to make things happen. I don't like to sit and wait for a miracle, when I can do things by myself. I believe that's why God gave us life in the first place. To make things, to create our happiness. Happiness is always a search if you're looking for it.
Remember, happiness is always there, you just have to make it happen, and look right in front of you, face it and welcome it. And ask it to come inside into your life.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Yeah, a new year has started and I feel so happy. I know things will get better, I have faith in the Lord.
I had a wonderful year, 2009 was a year to make new friends, to become an optimist and even to travel. it might not have been a great year for some people, like my mom or my brother, but the important thing about a family is that no matter what is united, to give love and hope.
yes, 2010 will be AMAZING. I can feel it, so many things to do, so many changes, this year I'll become in a n adult, when I turn 18 on may. i have to get my drivers licence and I'm so excited, I'm getting graduate also... It's so cool!

I wish everyone can have a great new year! A year full of happiness and success.


My best wishes and all of my love, Paulina

why?

It's not fair.
It makes me upset
the fact my brother
has been kicked out.

School...
the place where you grow
where you learn
it's so normal to make mistakes
why do they have to be so harsh on him?


THIS IS HOW I FEEL -->

BOB, I love you.

I don't know why I love you so much. Okay, maybe it's because the way you make me smile, or the way you inspire me. Maybe it's because those words you say, the echo of my thoughts, or how I can relate myself, and my feelings, to your stories. Maybe it's because that light your soul has, that is reflected through the melody of your words. But I love you, I do. I love the way I feel when you are with me. You make me happy, with you I can be myself and do whatever I want to. I'm free, because so you are and together we fly. you are the best partner a person can have, because you're like the sun, irradiating warm and peace. when I hear you I'm the flower that blossoms thanks to your light. i thank the Lord for having created such a great human being and i hope some day i can inspire others the way you have inspired me.

That's why I love you Bob. You're the best, and through your music it's like if i could see your soul...

Now, there's a natural mystic blowing through the air and you have become the mellow mood of my life. I'll play your favorite songs, darling.

I LOVE YOU BOB MARLEY! R.I.P. GOD BLESS!

Invisible

Sometimes I feel no one can see me standing there, breathing the same air as them. Sometimes I feel nobody cares and I'm there, all by myself, feeling so alone. No one is noticing me.

I'm one to the world, but I guess I just want to be the world to one.

MUSIC

Music is my life. I love the way I can express my thoughts through music. It's amazing, It's marvelous, It's a miracle, It's magnificent. One of the things I love the most is music. It's a part of me, a little piece of my heart, of my soul. It makes me who I am. It makes me a better writer,and a better person to express myself through a melody with words that rhyme.

I love Music, I've never realized before how much I like it, but know I do. It's great to discover new things about yourself everyday. It makes the search to define who you are way more easier.

"And I, don't know how, to slow it down.
My mind's racing from chasing pirates.

Well the man in there swings while the silliest things, floppin around in my brain.
And I try not to dream but them possible schemes, swim around, wanna drown me in synch.

And I, don't know how, to slow it down.
My mind's racin' from chasing pirates."

Chasing Pirates- Norah Jones

...

SEVERAL THOUGHTS ARE RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND... I wish I could say "I don't care", but the truth is I do. What's the problem with teens? (and this time I exclude myself because I don't have that problem) Can't they just wait until marriage to make love? (sorry, is just that I think to call it "have sex" sounds too impersonal and cold minded).
And if they can't (which is technically impossible, because people used to do it in the good old days) don't they know the word CONDOM? It has been created for your use, you big smartasses. USE IT, please.
Why there are so many girls preagnent? seriosly, guys out there, you have to think things right before you knock up girls around the globe. Try this word: ABSTINENCE. If you want to fuck a girl just because you want to, and not because you love her, don't do it. Because, even though you use a condom, it's not a save bet, and guees what? she might get preagnent. And what about her? and what about you? Don't you have dreams, do you want to star a family at 16, 17 or 18? I don't think so.
I mean, I can't even imagine myself having a baby today or tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow.
NO WAY.
I'm the crying baby of my house, I don't even know how to cook... ok I do, but I suck at it.
I can imagine someday getting married though. Finding the one, and maybe taking cooking classes so I can cook decent meals for him, but I don't know, that will happen when God wants it to happen. I'm not jumping into anything. So why Teens do that? why they have to be in such a hurry for do all kinds of stuffs? Guys, the end of the world might be close, but I don't really think it's going to be on 2012, so what's the rush? There's plenty of time to live, to laugh, to cry, to love and to make babies with a family. Not just making the baby and then go to prom while your mother is putting your baby to sleep.
Anyway, I was just thinking about that, and why most teens are so horny that they can't take things slowly... Am I the only one who thinks ABSTINENCE is a positive thing? Because, seriosly, I think that people shouldn't be having sex, they should be making love, giving love to get love in return.
That's what i think.

But I guess... there's no many people who agrees with me. And i really don't get it. I just want to get graduate, but I guess most teens want to be changing diapers.

WHATEVER.