FROM THE INSIDE OUT

A thousand times I've failed 
Still your mercy remains 
And should I stumble again 
Still I'm caught in your grace  

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades 
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame 
my heart and my soul, Lord I give you control 
Consume me from the inside out Lord 
Let justice and praise become my embrace 
To love You from the inside out  

Your will above all else, my purpose remains 
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise  

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades 
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame 
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control 
Consume me from the inside out Lord 
Let justice and praise become my embrace 
To love You from the inside out  

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades 
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame 
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise 
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out

MY FAVORITE SONG :)

FROM THE INSIDE OUT- HILLSONG UNITED

I just haven't met you yet

Haven't met you yet- Michael Bubblé

I’m Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I’ve Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It’ll All Turn Out
You’ll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I’ll Get So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

Mmmmm

I Might Have To Wait
I’ll Never Give Up
I Guess It’s Half Timing
And The Other Half’s Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It’s Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You’ll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I’ll Get So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

They Say All’s Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won’t Need To Fight It
We’ll Get It Right
And We’ll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm

And Someday I Know It’ll All Turn Out
And I’ll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I’ll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It’ll All Turn Out
And You’ll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

I Just Haven’t Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love
I Just Haven’t Met You Yet
Love Love Love
I Just Haven’t Met You Yet

;)

RAGE

RAGE, one of the worst feelings on earth. A combination between being upset, mad, angry... and also being on the way to hate someone. A feeling that's burning inside of you, pushing its way to come out.

I don't like it, but I'm human and I can't help to feel this way.

if she wants to replace me that's fine, but she needs to tell me that on my face, not over the phone when I'm sick and weak to defend myself. That's a cheap shot.

She's totally insane,

She can go to hell.

Fuck you, Fuck you very very much.

(FYI this goes to my drama teacher)

You're worth the wait

Never

ever

truly

cared

when love takes

Your eyes so nice

make my heart smile.

When i'm on a good mood

i don't feel so blue

but when you act like ice

you make my heart sad

you don't deserve a second chance

if you act like that.

Never

ever

truly

cared

what hate was about

in my life

the stars were my guide

every time I was feeling down.

The night was cold as ice

no bright, no light

so lost, so hurt...

take me by the hand to walk.

Never

ever

truly

cared

until we met

Your eyes became mine

'cuz your smile is my guide.

It's so nice to finally care

what love and hate hide.

Never

ever

truly cared

until we met

Tell me your secrets

show me the way.

You're worth the wait

every day.

All I need today

Say (all I need)- One Republic.

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it.

:)

Welcome to the 'horizontality'

Yup, after being almost two weeks sick I can say proudly that I've gain probably a lot of weight during my sickness, all due to the fact I've been lying over my bed for big amount of time. Yes, I've been eating like a maniac just to try to release the pressure that being in bed can cause. I know many people think it's relaxing, hey! I used to be one of those people, but now I'm not so sure. The free time is great always if you're not sick and feeling like shit, that's for sure. If you have fever, then it's not pleasant. If you're coughing and sneezing all the time, either.

Being sick sucks, not only you can't do fun stuffs, but you also get fat. It's not that I care much about it. I've been always skinny, despite the fact I eat like a truck driver. It's just that apart from feeling fat I feel... fluffy.

So as I'm eating my forth cereal bar of the day I'm thinking... what the heck! people who eat don't get sick, except for obese people, that's for sure.

Soulmates

I didn't believe in soulmates before, I don't know why I didn't use to, I just didn't. Perhaps it was because of what happen between my parents and all of that junk, yeah most likely. Until one day I'd one of those crazy dreams that leave you breathless, one of those dreams that change your life roundly and irrevocably... a dream about him, the man I'm waiting to meet some day, my soulmate. But how do you know that it's not just some crazy fantasy or dream, a delusion you've created in your own mind?

Well, you just know. It's as simple as that.

And it might sound as the biggest madness of all times, but since I had that dream I've been incapable to love somebody else. It's just that every time a man walks toward me I back off, because I know there's other man on this earth that's meant to be my partner and that he's waiting me, just like I wait for him. Pretty crazy, don't you think? but I guess that's how love works. On mysterious ways.

So, I feel incapable of dating with someone right now, I just feel on the mood of making good friends... and I don't really know why I started writing about this, but I just did.

I wanted to talk about the man of my dreams, the man who appeared over them to become the king. The man who made me love him since then. With light blue eyes and a matching shirt he became my inspiration, my prince. I'll be your princess, baby just say yes. Can't wait until we meet to share my life with you.

Until then, I just wanted to say I wish you were here.

I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
Strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment I am happy...happy

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here

I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles a back lit canopy
With holes punched in it
I'm counting UFOs
I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment I am happy...happy

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
Wish you were here

The world's a roller coaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
But my hands are busy in the air saying:

I wish you were here
I wish you were

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
Wish you were here

THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS IN THE WHOLE WORLD, FROM INCUBUS. AND ALSO MY PLAYLIST OF THE DAY.

:)