wait-ress

I'm not going to college. I just decided it. Not because I can't. The reason it's quite simple. I'm not going to waste four years of my life studying something that makes my parents happy, but makes me miserable. So, i'm not going to study until I find something that's worth it, until that moment arrives I'll be waiting. It won't be in vain. Patience is everything. Patience is gold. The one who waits reaches its goals.

Besides, while I wait, I can always be the waitress waiting to become famous.

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I feel stuck. There's a huge wall in front of me. My feet stumbles and I feel like falling. However I'm falling slowly and I can take a look at everything around me as I go down. What's going on with me? Why can't I go back to be the girl I used to be?

rule my world

Only someone who is morally
Superior can possibly
Can honestly deserve
To rule my world

A truth

Indeed, when we plant a seed, in order to make it grow and succeed, we must work the land hardly, so we can actually feel how the ground is suffering. Because in order to gain and obtain something we must conquer our fears and defeat our pain. Be the own owners and builders of our destiny. Therefore, our seed becomes the highest and strongest tree where all the birds can go and put their nests. This knowledge is a precious teaching about our faith and sacrifice during life. The fact of falling and get back on your feet, the ability to stand up and accomplish something much important, filling our mind with wisdom in order to reach a goal at any moment, is nothing more than preparing our land for something greater… the magnificence of our soul.

-->This is part of my 4th book :) it makes me so happy. I love writting. It completes me.

I WANT a dog

I don't want just a dog. I want this one:


Because it's sooo cute and sweet, it makes me want to hold it forever :)



Can anybody find me a dog like that? Please!!

HAPPINESS

How would you define happiness? as an eternal moment in your memory, something you don't have and are willing to find? For me, is something I create everyday. People is always willing to endure anything just to get a little bit of happiness, when the truth is you don't need to get it, it's already there. If you open your eyes you'll see it even in the smallest things.
I feel happy everyday, when I hold a book in my hands, when I write and make my own books, when I listen music, when I eat, when my family is around me, when I open my eyes and I realize i'm alive...

Life is great if you concentrate on the bright side of things. if you make your day great, if your attitude is positive.

And it doesn't matter if you have money or not or if you're not old enough to do something that makes you happy, for example I wanted to publish a book so much, but i've always felt i'm too young... so I wrote my own book and then i published it thanks to my brother's computer and printer. Then I designed its cover and the final result is this:








Anyway, I like to make things happen. I don't like to sit and wait for a miracle, when I can do things by myself. I believe that's why God gave us life in the first place. To make things, to create our happiness. Happiness is always a search if you're looking for it.
Remember, happiness is always there, you just have to make it happen, and look right in front of you, face it and welcome it. And ask it to come inside into your life.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Yeah, a new year has started and I feel so happy. I know things will get better, I have faith in the Lord.
I had a wonderful year, 2009 was a year to make new friends, to become an optimist and even to travel. it might not have been a great year for some people, like my mom or my brother, but the important thing about a family is that no matter what is united, to give love and hope.
yes, 2010 will be AMAZING. I can feel it, so many things to do, so many changes, this year I'll become in a n adult, when I turn 18 on may. i have to get my drivers licence and I'm so excited, I'm getting graduate also... It's so cool!

I wish everyone can have a great new year! A year full of happiness and success.


My best wishes and all of my love, Paulina