why?

It's not fair.
It makes me upset
the fact my brother
has been kicked out.

School...
the place where you grow
where you learn
it's so normal to make mistakes
why do they have to be so harsh on him?


THIS IS HOW I FEEL -->

BOB, I love you.

I don't know why I love you so much. Okay, maybe it's because the way you make me smile, or the way you inspire me. Maybe it's because those words you say, the echo of my thoughts, or how I can relate myself, and my feelings, to your stories. Maybe it's because that light your soul has, that is reflected through the melody of your words. But I love you, I do. I love the way I feel when you are with me. You make me happy, with you I can be myself and do whatever I want to. I'm free, because so you are and together we fly. you are the best partner a person can have, because you're like the sun, irradiating warm and peace. when I hear you I'm the flower that blossoms thanks to your light. i thank the Lord for having created such a great human being and i hope some day i can inspire others the way you have inspired me.

That's why I love you Bob. You're the best, and through your music it's like if i could see your soul...

Now, there's a natural mystic blowing through the air and you have become the mellow mood of my life. I'll play your favorite songs, darling.

I LOVE YOU BOB MARLEY! R.I.P. GOD BLESS!

Invisible

Sometimes I feel no one can see me standing there, breathing the same air as them. Sometimes I feel nobody cares and I'm there, all by myself, feeling so alone. No one is noticing me.

I'm one to the world, but I guess I just want to be the world to one.

MUSIC

Music is my life. I love the way I can express my thoughts through music. It's amazing, It's marvelous, It's a miracle, It's magnificent. One of the things I love the most is music. It's a part of me, a little piece of my heart, of my soul. It makes me who I am. It makes me a better writer,and a better person to express myself through a melody with words that rhyme.

I love Music, I've never realized before how much I like it, but know I do. It's great to discover new things about yourself everyday. It makes the search to define who you are way more easier.

"And I, don't know how, to slow it down.
My mind's racing from chasing pirates.

Well the man in there swings while the silliest things, floppin around in my brain.
And I try not to dream but them possible schemes, swim around, wanna drown me in synch.

And I, don't know how, to slow it down.
My mind's racin' from chasing pirates."

Chasing Pirates- Norah Jones

...

SEVERAL THOUGHTS ARE RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND... I wish I could say "I don't care", but the truth is I do. What's the problem with teens? (and this time I exclude myself because I don't have that problem) Can't they just wait until marriage to make love? (sorry, is just that I think to call it "have sex" sounds too impersonal and cold minded).
And if they can't (which is technically impossible, because people used to do it in the good old days) don't they know the word CONDOM? It has been created for your use, you big smartasses. USE IT, please.
Why there are so many girls preagnent? seriosly, guys out there, you have to think things right before you knock up girls around the globe. Try this word: ABSTINENCE. If you want to fuck a girl just because you want to, and not because you love her, don't do it. Because, even though you use a condom, it's not a save bet, and guees what? she might get preagnent. And what about her? and what about you? Don't you have dreams, do you want to star a family at 16, 17 or 18? I don't think so.
I mean, I can't even imagine myself having a baby today or tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow.
NO WAY.
I'm the crying baby of my house, I don't even know how to cook... ok I do, but I suck at it.
I can imagine someday getting married though. Finding the one, and maybe taking cooking classes so I can cook decent meals for him, but I don't know, that will happen when God wants it to happen. I'm not jumping into anything. So why Teens do that? why they have to be in such a hurry for do all kinds of stuffs? Guys, the end of the world might be close, but I don't really think it's going to be on 2012, so what's the rush? There's plenty of time to live, to laugh, to cry, to love and to make babies with a family. Not just making the baby and then go to prom while your mother is putting your baby to sleep.
Anyway, I was just thinking about that, and why most teens are so horny that they can't take things slowly... Am I the only one who thinks ABSTINENCE is a positive thing? Because, seriosly, I think that people shouldn't be having sex, they should be making love, giving love to get love in return.
That's what i think.

But I guess... there's no many people who agrees with me. And i really don't get it. I just want to get graduate, but I guess most teens want to be changing diapers.

WHATEVER.

Soneto V by Garcilaso de la Vega

"Written on my soul is thy gesture

and all I desire to write about thee

thee thyself wrote it, I only read it

that even on that matter I follow thee

In that I am and shall be ever ready

cause even though I cannot cope with as much

as I see in thee

from so much good, I believe in what I cannot understand

already taking the faith as a premise

I was not born but to love thee

my soul is patterned to thy measures

and because of my soul’s habit I do love thee

I confess to owe thee all I have

for thee I was born, for thee I am alive

for thee I have to die, and for thee I die."

***

"Escrito está en mi alma vuestro gesto,

y cuanto yo escribir de vos deseo;

vos sola lo escribisteis, yo lo leo

tan solo, que aun de vos me guardo en esto.

En esto estoy y estaré siempre puesto;

que aunque no cabe en mí cuanto en vos veo,

de tanto bien lo que no entiendo creo,

tomando ya la fe por presupuesto.

Yo no nací sino para quereros;

mi alma os ha cortado a su medida;

por hábito del alma mismo os quiero.

Cuando tengo confieso yo deberos;

por vos nací, por vos tengo la vida,

por vos he de morir, y por vos muero."

ADOLESCENCE

Darkness.

Everything is dark,

I'm scared,

I'm blind.

I wish there was a light

I'm lost and confused

Why am I standing for?

So many questions,

so many doubts

Who I should trust in,

When I feel the whole world

is against me?

I can't see where I'm walking

I trip and I fall.

I hit the bottom of the ground

many times.

And then I'm tired of get on feet

to then fall one more time.

Frustration arrives.

When is all of this darkness

going to disappear?

It's exhausting, but necessary

being on the darkness

is the only way out

to recover my sight

and found me.

Paulina Nicole C.